«Queer Quark»
Experimental theatr performance, multimedia, aerial choreography, live music 60 min.
Directed and written by Evgeniya Rudyuk (based on the "Birobidzhan Diary" by Pavel Kushnir)
Premiere confirmed in Amsterdam, the Netherlands, as part of the Amsterdam Fringe Festival 2026 in September, 2026
The story is based on the life experience of Evgeniya Rudyuk itself, the migrant artist, who was forced to flee her homeland because of her political beliefs and start her life anew, from scratch, in Amsterdam, the Netherlands. Amsterdam, as the capital of migrant life, fringe culture and liberal arts center, is given a special role in the performance. The production explores the split identity of a migrant living between homeland and exile, guilt and freedom, survival and creation.
The title “Queer Quark” brings together two concepts that challenge fixed definitions. In physics, a Quark is a fundamental particle whose properties cannot be observed directly and exist only in relation to other particles; it never appears alone, but always in connected states. “Queer” similarly describes an identity that resists binary logic, stable categorization, and normative frameworks.
In the performance, the migrant artist is understood as a “queer quark”: a being in constant superposition, simultaneously belonging to multiple cultures, languages, genders, and political realities. The title alludes to both quantum theory and queer thought to name a state of existence that is unstable yet real, fractured yet whole — a form of identity that does not seek resolution, but insists on the right to exist in complexity. And this should not lead to cultural and social isolation.
This rich metaphor from physics describes how the life of the artist Evgeniya Rudyuk changed after the death of another Russian artist, widely renowned in Amsterdam and around the world - Pavel Kushnir. Performance contains drama text, classical live music, aerial choreography and video installation. Using metaphors from quantum physics — duality, superposition, and entanglement — the performance combines the documentary text by political prisoner Pavel Kushnir and autofiction text by Evgeniya Rudyuk itself.
Together, these elements combine to form an experimental theatre narrative reflecting on political trauma, loss, and the question of how to continue living and creating after displacement.
Artistic production group:
Piano performer - Maria Nemtsova
Set designer - Natalia (Natasha) Smyslova
Actress - Anastasia Reshetnikova
Video artist - Lidia Sinelnik